I don’t know what I feel

2022.01.25 02:54 bioslip I don’t know what I feel

Here I am screaming into the void. I tried to kill myself and somehow survived. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve pleaded with god on what to do and I haven’t gotten answers. All I know is I loved you like never like no one else. I’m pretty sure I’m suffering from severe depression. I mean took nearly 2 bottles of pills to end it. And here I am. My father told me I my still have a purpose. I thought you were that purpose. For us to have a family and create a bright spot on this world. I’m so unsure of how to keep going. Why don’t you care about me? Why am I alone in the world? Why do I feel like I’ll never be enough? Will I ever be okay? And lastly… why can’t I have you? That’s all I want on this planet and in this life. Just you. I miss you even if we never speak again… which I really think is the case at this point. How do I move on from losing the love of my life? Every girl I ever loved is playing by Noah schnecky is playing and it’s true. I tried to love every girl I had been with. But I think I’m gonna just fade into the darkness of the abyss. If I ever do find love again. I hope she’s just like you. So I can pretend that I did something right. Instead of knowing that every thing I get close to I ruin.
I know I said I just want you happy. And I do. But I thought that I was your happy. Was I? Did I make you happy? Even just a little bit? I just miss my life with you. However brief it was. I keep starting to cry. I just want to be happy and I don’t think I ever will be again.
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2022.01.25 02:54 LittleNandeyo I just sold my first NFT, from my PeculiarPenguins collection! : )

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2022.01.25 02:54 scyther15 What’s a time where you tried helping someone and it backfired?

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2022.01.25 02:54 CaptainSplendidPants Amazon interview was successful but position was cancelled

Hello ladies and gentlemen,

I applied for a technical position on amazon and passed 3 interviews (1 phone screen, 1 technical round, 1 loop round)
Last week Wednesday, I was informed that I was successful in the last stage of the recruitment process for the role but unfortunately all the jobs for the team has been cancelled.
Now recruiter is in contact with other teams who might look for similar profiles and she will get back to me when she has updates. I then replied to the recruiter saying that it's alright and i also am thinking there're some jobs that could be a match to me and sent her the job ids. Later on got no response and applied for the jobs I mentioned to her.
I am on a cross road here, as working for my company since a long time (10+ years) and have experience on my field, there're other opportunities that I could take but I like amazon.
My question is; should I send another e-mail tomorrow or this week asking for an update or keep waiting because I see positions that are quite fit to my profile.
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2022.01.25 02:54 RenSunji My disappointment is immeasurable

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2022.01.25 02:54 HovercraftNext99 Please Check Out My Song I Dropped A Few Months Ago!

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2022.01.25 02:54 _JalapenoGuy Possibly dumb question about linking m.2 and pcie's.

I currently have an Ryzen APUless itx build with both m.2's occupied. I figured if I may link a m.2 to pcie, then using the pcie to hook up a m.2 expansion card, then m.2 to pcie again on top of the expansion, then use that pcie for a secondary GPU(m.2 egpu method) that I can use for light vm gaming. The remaining m.2 on my expansion card can be occupied by my 970 Evo plus.
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2022.01.25 02:54 Tech_Naf Is Corona Virus a blessing or curse for the world?

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2022.01.25 02:54 throwawayawayra CS 5150 Waitlist

So it looks like people are starting to get off the waitlist for CS 5150, I was just wondering if any juniors have gotten off the waitlist yet?
I’m on the waitlist right now and I’m not sure if they’re only letting seniors enroll or if juniors are allowed too.
Thanks!
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I have a chrome trim ring for speedometer and I would like to paint it back because the sun glare sucks. It's magnetic so a some sort of thin gauge steel I guess. How do I prep the chrome to paint over it?
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2022.01.25 02:54 Unethicallypetty Associates or Bachelors?

Love cs but I don’t want to spend eternity in college trying to get a cs degree. I can get an associates or a bachelors in lab science. Both will take the same amount of time. However after I get a steady paying job if I still want my cs degree I was going to go back for it. If I get an associates I still qualify for fasfa. If I get a bachelors I have to pay out of pocket, but I’ll make a little bit more. What should I do?
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2022.01.25 02:54 _Cyberostrich_ Last week was the Vultee P-66 Vanguard! What's week's 5 entry?

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2022.01.25 02:54 SSDomin8r UFC welterweight champion Kamaru Usman's expressions change after a failed hug attempt with WNBA player Chiney

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2022.01.25 02:54 Frankocean2 Just one more game, George....Just one more.

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2022.01.25 02:54 simSkittle Pretty Patchwork Jeans vs Jaywalker Jeans ; girl vs guy jeans : why can’t we have unisex clothes?

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2022.01.25 02:54 in_a_desperate_spot CE after urethritis from STI

Once it becomes chronic, is there any way to eradicate this? Is the only way to do 4-6 weeks of an antibiotic?
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2022.01.25 02:54 Sad_mikudayo_boy_71 Just got a hdd and siren for my ps2, and a case for my copy of bloodrayne, also fatal frame 2 was on its way a few days ago so happy bday to me since its tmr

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2022.01.25 02:54 osppro Flutter Mobile Apps Going deep with Flutter Widgets Material App

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